Worry......

tonight got mood to blog

y??? i myself also donnoe

juz want to say

i am still worrying about my fingers

they change better today

at least not so swollen like yesterday

but the blister still remain big

yesterday went to clinic

oppsss.....should say the day before coz already pass 12am

the "doctor" said biten by charlie is very normal

and ask me to take some antibiotics and cream

don eat egg, nuts and even better don eat meat

*sigh*i am a carnivore k!

but for my fingers' good

so i better listen

look at the pills that i get

4 times a day

i eat at least 1o pills in a day

plus some more my daily vitamins and mineral pills

stomach full with them and i din fell hungry for the whole day

i scare i will become Drug Abuse la.....

mention here, drug abuse from medicine

cause taking too much pills

not the 1 that is prohibit

some pixes about the finger for today

blister is still there:(

i know it look a bit nausea

almost everyone that looked at my finger

1st reaction:"yerrr.....", "yucksss", "aiyeeerrr", "oh my gosh"

i also got the same feeling la

but.....that are my fingers

what i can do?

about mock exam

honestly, i am stress

1st of all i scare i cannot finish the paper on time during the exam coz of the finger

next, i am weak in grammar

i din speak english at home and with friends

i am not like others that "coloured" by grammar since baby until now

but i am in tesl group now

i need to learn very deep inside

still trying hard to follow the footstep but need start exam

still got lots that i haven know yet

not i study then i will know

grammar need time to immerse

if i don understand, even though how hard i try

i just get a bit only

wish me good luck on monday plzz.....

din have the mood for exam=.=

touching things are.......

yesterday had a call with mom and i told her about my finger

i sent the pictures of my face and fingers for my mum views via sis's phone

coz mum's phone cnt receive mms

sis didn't knew about it and she was frightened by the pixes

she straighted away called me to ask about the condition and asked me to take care about myself

both sis did so and it was so touching

coz i have not more than 10 calls from them since i been to penang

we will just only find each other if got something

look like our relationship was far apart but that is the way we communicate

we not live under 1 roof la....

but at least their calls made me feel that they are still very care about me

just want to say....i miss u all la....

already start counting for next time to go back home

83 days.....

seems so long

hope no homesick for this coming march holiday when see many people going back home

make my heart itchy want buy ticket

but after look at the price

NO MORE MOOD!

song of the day

Hold It Against Me by Britney Spears

new song of Britney 2011