Friday, October 29, 2010

Zombie.....

Finally finish my LDV assignment
tired like hell!
luckily pretty Miss Quah gave us more time to complete ES assignment
if not, summit 2 assignment 2moro will make me die
stay whole night also don know can finish or not
but this weekend no more playing and relax for me
maybe just out for buy some food and for a walk
no pc fair.....
must complete ES assignment and LDV file before sunday nite
so that i can take a good rest after that
for es: critical analysis and poster,declaration,biblography,cover...
for LDV file: complete all the ISL task and arrange it
then prepare for my ES assignment presentation for tuesday
after that, relaxing....
haha...
can't wait for that moment
hope no more assignment will coming again....
it is enough!
i nid start prepare to pack my things for holiday
time plz pass faster can?
1st time want time 2 pass faster but no slower
coz i want back home
i need leave jail as soon as possible
regret for buy ticket too early
coz can escape!!!
can reach home earlier, ticket cheaper
haizzz......
others can back but i still nid stay until 21 nov
sob sob.....
no more patient to wait la
no $$$, no buddies here
no mood 2 study and doing homework since last week
I WANT BACK HOME!!!



Thursday, October 28, 2010

Kiss The Rain

很多年前 我相信 爱情 爱对了人 就会天长地久
很多年后 我明白 有些事有些人 仅仅能成为纪念
爱在现实面前最终选择的是沉默
当一个女人把生命中最灿烂 最耀眼的光阴付出给等待时
才会彻底的明白
有些人注定只是相遇 相恋
而相守却是可望而不可及
有一种爱明明是深爱却说不出来
有一种爱明明想放弃却无法放弃
有一种爱明知是煎熬却又躲不开
有一种爱明知无前路心却早已收不回来
在我们的世界里
你伤得我好深好深好深
我也想快乐一点
但你留给我的只有无尽的伤害和等待
我以为你会懂我的用心
你却把我的用心当做你伤害的资本
心里有万般的委屈
得到的不是暖暖的安慰
你给的伤害发现已经无法用言语表达
我很疼很疼很疼很疼很疼
好疼好疼好疼好疼好疼好疼
你晓得么你知道么你明白么你懂么
据说 幸福是要将就的
所以
爱情
请一路走好



Countdown: 24 days left.....be patient
stay up all night......

Sunday, October 24, 2010

讨厌自己!!!

I HATE MYSELF!
真的很讨厌现在的自己
虚假的笑容
虚假的微笑
虚假的外表
最角落里的我
只能笑笑的配合
当个调味品
没有一样是真的!
从前的那个我到底到哪儿去了?
带着一个重重的面具生活真的好累啊!
一直在勉强自己做不喜欢的事,勉强自己开心
自己勉强自己
多可笑啊!
是我太倔强了吗?
到头来痛苦的都是自己
没人懂,没人了
真的撑得很累
好怕自己有一天会疯掉。。。





28 days more....
wish d time will pass faster
i miss home
i want leave the jail!



Tuesday, October 19, 2010

When a GIRL is quiet ... millions of things are running in her mind...
When a GIRL is not arguing ... she is thinking deeply.
When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions ... she is wondering how long you will be around.
When a GIRL answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds ... she is not at all fine.

When a GIRL stares at you she is wondering why you are lying.
When a GIRL lays on your chest .. she is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a GIRL wants to see you everyday.... she wants to be pampered.
When a GIRL says ' I love you ' .. she means it.
When a GIRL says ' I miss you ' .... no one in this world can miss you more than that.
Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person ....
Find a guy .. who calls you beautiful instead of hot,who calls you back when you hang up on him,who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who ...... kisses your forehead.
Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.
Who holds your hand in front of his friends.
Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.
Who turns to his friends and says, ' That's her!! '

Monday, October 18, 2010

懒惰病。。。

最近懒惰病又开始了
说要改都改不来
真的是头痛
是不是太放纵自己了
马上就要在交剩下的两个assignment 了
但都是大工程啊!还要在痛苦多一个月出
就能回到温暖的家了
完蛋。。。又开始想家了
才过多久啊!
这样下去要怎么度过这痛苦的五年半啊!
半年就顶不顺了
还有脑海里一直想着要玩,花钱
正经的都没做到
每天只知道睡睡睡
越来越像猪了
几时才能把这些坏习惯改掉啊?
真的很需要很大的决心和毅力。。。



Friday, October 15, 2010

人生。。。。

最近总觉得自己很没精神
一阵天都在睡觉
但还是觉得很累,很爱打瞌睡
自从熬夜一整个礼拜
睡到现在都还补不回来
有时真的觉得自己老了
体力也没以前来的好
一下子就累
真的需要好好照顾自己的身体了
今天可说是开心的一天
表哥今天结婚了!
但。。。我不能分享这份喜悦
只能在这里说声恭喜咯!
很抱歉不能出席
在心里为你感到开心


开心的说完了
到伤心的了
昨晚有两个学长在KULIM HIGHWAY 遇到车祸了
一位当场死亡,另一位严重受伤, 现在还在ICU
听到这个消息是还真是吓一跳
几个小时前还在球场玩的很开心
才隔了多久的时间就发生意料不到的事
人生真的是无常啊!
R.I.P
只能希望另一个能没事
haizz。。。。。。

Sunday, October 10, 2010

Allowance!!!

finally allowance come out dy
friday noon after class excited went jusco to check
who noe sumthing crash in the chips of my card
i cnt check the balance and withdraw $$$$
wat a unlucky day
need wait nov back miri juz ca settle it
sob sob......
luckily still got another card
after allowance come out
need to settle the books and camping shirt
lots of things need to pay!!!!

Stressful week finally gone!!!!

long time din update my blog dy...
tis week is too busy and stress
make me tiring
3 assignments in 1 week
all tough n take long time
+ tons of homework?
WTH!!!
we r not robot k?
juz normal human beings
i need time 2 sleep n rest
cnt imagine how i pass tis week
but finally,it ends....
next week juz nid pass 1 assignment n it is on half way
then midnite oil going to burn at end of oct again....
all coursework in groupwork
graphic organizer, portfolio, presentation
reflection again.....brain is drying now==
hope got a way to relieve out all my stress
if not i m going to crazy soon
hope can do as in the video of my love song
"takin back my love"
handsome enrique and ciara mess up the beautiful house
break all the things
must be fun
but....who will be the kind 1 to lend me his/her house?

countdown: 41 days......
seems still so long time
i want back home!!!!
start to miss miri

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

Just a Dream Cover/Remix (Nelly)- Joseph Vincent & Jason Chen

this few days i fall in love in a song named 'just a dream' by Nelly
when i hear this song i fell relax and forget all my stress
i also find a cover by Joseph Vincent and Jason Chan
they two are very famous and they have a great voice
awesome!!!!
they enjoy themselves very much in the song and sing well
nice!!!!
enjoyyyy

Saturday, October 2, 2010

10 meaningful sentences about love....


1. When u kiss us for the first time we close our eyes from a second then open one to see if ur eyes are closed, if they are we get the thumbs up that u like us back and add more passion to the kiss thats why some girls realise first kisses getting better with every second that passes by.


2. In a relationship whenever a girl is away from us they're always on our mind, no matter how hard we try, she'll always be the first thing we think of in the morning and the last thing before we fall asleep sure guys tell girls this but its not bs if a good guy tells you this while looking you straight in your eyes hold onto him cuz hes the one who will cherish every moment he spends with you and will remember every second. ?


3. don't be afraid to tell us what's wrong. whether were your bf or best friend if someone hurt u in any way we will fight for you and even if we end up in the hospital we wont care because we know youll be right by our side when wake up. no matter wat you can trust a guy tht cares for you well always be there to catch you when you fall. ;)


4. if a guy wants to kiss you for the first time he'll do three things: look you so deeply in the eyes you feel as if hes staring into your soul, tell you something romantic like even if the world would end today hes glad he got to spend his last day with you, lift ur chin without leaving your eyes ( only if hes taller then u) , give you a peck and wait for you to lean in to continue (*sign of a true gentlemen *)


5. the moment we say goodbye to you we always wish we had one more minute with you, one more minute whether its spent talking or just looking into eachothers eyes and smiling when we say that we wish we couldve spent some more time together we freakin mean it! your the best part of our day and last person we ever wanna say goodbye to.


6. when you start talking about something and you start running out of breath we know your trying to tell us you like us so you talk about something non stop. a smart guy would put one hand on your waist and with other he'll cup your cheek and kiss you if he does this when you break apart, the only thing that would make it even more special, is for you to actually forget what you were talking about and admit it. dont lie because we know when your lying... ;)


7. when we slow dance together, its the one moment that we both remember you girls will think its very cute and perfect and some of you will even call the song we danced to " our song" just remember that we dont care about songs and that we would slow dance with a girl we realy like to no music at all if it is. no matter how long the moment we will always remember every second we share and remember life is our dancefloor, love is the rythme, you are the music:)


8. alright if a girl once had something realy special with a good guy once and its over dont stop talking to us if you trusted us once you always can and if you and a guy just didnt work out dont ignore his hellos even of he broke up with you. we know its hard but the last thing any guy wants is to lose everything he had so even if its over stay friends we know no more hugs or kisses but you cant change what happened between us. you'll always have a shoulder to cry on and a friend to rely on when you need help once a friend always a friend.


9. when we pay for you don't argue sure we do it cuz its cute but we realy do it because we want to. so what you can be the richest girl in the world but every time were with you we become the richest guys in the world. so please just say okay we love buying you things and opening doors for you. dont use a guy if you honestly think you'll ever get another bf after using us you've got another thing coming.


10. theres 5 major things but im only going to say 3 of the 5 ( gota keep some secrets ;) ) 1: a guys first impression of a girl isnt " nice ass" or " great tits" thts actualy something we tell our buddies about girls weve met to show off . wat we realy see first in a girl is eyes, smile, confidence. if a girl isnt afraid to take control thts one of the sexiest qualities a guy looks for. 2: every straight guys fantasy isnt a threesome fpr spme guys it is, but they judt havent fully maturef yet ;) . our fantasy is to one day be able to wake up next to the girl of our dreams look in her eyes and just forget about everything weve gone through we dont want to screw her brains out just fall asleel nxt to her cuz we actually prefer relationships over one night stands. 3: just because a girl is drop dead gorgeous doesnt mean we like them and would die for them. thts bs. we want a girl thts perfect for us personality is wat we look for not beauty. beauty is something i like to call bonus points. but if your reqly ugly then ud better have a killer personality or ur screwed. so no matter what remember dont ask ur bfs how you look cuz 2 them you look good in anything whether its a prom dress or shorts and one of our t-shirts your beautiful in a good guys eyes especialy while he kisses you in the rain ;)


Friday, October 1, 2010

My 1st blood test

2day had a visit 2 bukit mertajam hospital
really very few been to hospital or clinic
even i always get sick
so crowded 2day
coz many teslian fall sick after back from camp
all down
so lecturer ask who r nt feeling well to have a check
unfortunately, i nid take a blood test
juz only few person do the test
y i m the unlucky 1
juz take it as 1st time experience
but i still don noe my blood group
haizz
until now i still feel doen
cnt force energy to take things
even typing on keyboard
hope will be fine soon
wont have any side effect
i still nid my right hand to help me in my assignment
and copy notes!!!
no more time now
midnite oil will start to burn soon
but afternoon hang out 1st
then no more playing again plz.....